| headlines: i'm happy
i have a boyfriend.
who knew? lol. 
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| yep, avoiding it again. i don't have a choice anyway so i don't feel so bad.
i'm kind of tired of being me:
slut
bitch
too nice to those that don't deserve it
thinking too high or low of myself at times
i can't do anything,... seriously... not a thing, right.
i'm hopeless
i want a boy
i'm afraid of most guys/being around them- for instance, prom- wtf
i can't trust myself
i trust everyone else unconditionally without thinking first.
i don't take care of myself
i would do anything for people that forget my name
i suck at school
i know, i know. other people have it worse. my GOD do i know
that. eh, i just wish i could be someone else for maybe 5
minutes. ali, ange, lizbeth, rillo, christine. anyone,
really. just to put things into perspective and think about
something else for a minute.
i can't wait till summer.
anyone wanna get together over it?
~Jane
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| so.... it turns out i did...... and i think i still do.................
grr
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| i've decided this xanga's depressing, so i'll put the confusing sad things here... incase you haven't noticed that trend yet.
i had a dream i was kissing Tommy at the prom sleepover. i woke up liking it, asked myself why, and decided i didn't.
i told chris about this and he said 'you wanna know my opinion on
this?' i said yeah. he said 'i think this is because you're
relationship happy'.....
yep, probably. but why tom?
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